My Strangest Experience as a Chaturbate Camgirl

CW: Mentions of Self-Harm, Homophobic Terms. My strangest experience as a Chaturbate Camgirl. Before you read this story, be warned. The story is so ridiculous that even I couldn’t believe that it was reality even when it was unfolding in front of my very eyes.

It started with a private cam show. He started sending gifts and we chatted on Snapchat every day. He was clingy, jealous of other members, telling me he didn’t like my high tippers. I could tell long before it happened that he was going to tell me he loved me. It wasn’t the kind of thing I wanted to encourage. If you have read my other blog post, Should I Tell a Camgirl I Love Her? then you’ll know that it fills me full of guilt and puts enormous pressure on me to know or be told that a member is ‘in love’ with me.

So I tried to pull back, messaging him less frequently. He seemed to notice that, and just happened to send more gifts from my wishlist to incite me to talk to him again. For a while, it worked. Eventually, he told me he loved me. “I just have to get it off my chest,” he told me. This is where things started to get crazy.

I really tried to pull back now, his clear obsession for me became too much. But this time it wasn’t gifts he used to try to get my attention – he invented a stalker. He told me that there was someone ‘following’ him around Chaturbate, going into the rooms he was in and private messing him abuse. Calling him a faggot, and telling him to ‘go slit his wrists’.

I should add that he was a moderator at this point, though I had my moderators set to expire after a very short period of time. He said that he was going to be coming into my cam room under a different name, a ‘grey’ (no tokens) account, to avoid the ‘stalker’, and told (not asked) me to make him a moderator on that account. I did not. At this point I didn’t want him to be a moderator anymore, things were getting crazy and I knew that he was lying to me about the so-called ‘stalker’.

So when he came into my room on this grey account, he couldn’t talk due to me having greys silenced at the time, so he just messaged me on Snapchat constantly, asking why I wasn’t modding him. Eventually he came in under his real name, no longer a moderator, and carried on begging me on Snapchat to make him a mod, apologising for whatever he had done, acting really strangely.

A short while after this cam show I told him that, since he was being ‘stalked’, that perhaps he should not be a moderator for the time being. I didn’t want to end up also being the target of this abusive ‘stalker’. I asked for the names of the accounts that were supposedly stalking him so that I could ban them. He disappeared for a little while before returning to give me three names, which I instantly searched on Chaturbate to find that they did not exist. A few minutes later, they existed. I emailed Chaturbate to confirm that they had been created that day. They had.

Not long after I told him he perhaps shouldn’t be a moderator if he was being ‘stalked’, as if by magic, he managed to figure out who the ‘stalker’ was. This is where things get really, really weird.

He told me that the stalker was one of his friends who he played Minecraft with. The friend had had his Minecraft world ‘griefed’, and suspected that this guy was behind it. So he supposedly stalked him through Chaturbate cam rooms for months, paid for premium membership on three different accounts to be able to send PMs, to call him a faggot and tell him to slit his wrists for griefing his Minecraft world LOL.

I just kept asking him more questions, watching his lie get increasingly more desperate and completely fall apart. I told him that I was not completely stupid, and that Chaturbate had confirmed that the accounts were made that day. I ended up blocking him in my cam room and deleting him from Snapchat and thankfully I’ve never heard from him again. I do still wonder whether he is still telling other camgirls about his weird Minecraft stalker, though.

Hope you enjoyed reading my strangest experience as a Chaturbate Camgirl! Feel free to comment below with your crazy stories.